I wish you would be my friend

If...

Will I have to go to hell if I commit suicide?

Sometimes I want to scream.

Does anyone notice?

Does anyone care?

Do you feel me?

If I am gone...

Would you cry?

Would you sit there?

No one will care that I am gone.

I am going to commit suicide and people won't even notice I am gone.

I have no one, no father, no mother, no friends who care about me.

This emptiness has turned me into a monster.

When I was a child, my mother said to me, " I saw a piece of shit today, it reminded me of you."

It is okay.

I don't care.

Because I hate me too.

Where is my love...

Where is my reason to live...

One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realized I was smiling but inside I was dying.

I am so lonely I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up.

Help...

I miss you.

I wish you knew how much I miss you.

I wish...