Will I have to go to hell if I commit suicide?
Sometimes I want to scream.
Does anyone notice?
Does anyone care?
Do you feel me?
If I am gone...
Would you cry?
Would you sit there?
No one will care that I am gone.
I am going to commit suicide and people won't even notice I am gone.
I have no one, no father, no mother, no friends who care about me.
This emptiness has turned me into a monster.
When I was a child, my mother said to me, " I saw a piece of shit today, it reminded me of you."
It is okay.
I don't care.
Because I hate me too.
Where is my love...
Where is my reason to live...
One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realized I was smiling but inside I was dying.
I am so lonely I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up.
I miss you.
I wish you knew how much I miss you.